Start over

I love staying home. I discovered a few things...

-Enjoy the sun beam coming through the skylight during the day
-The front yard has been 'invaded' by clovers
-It is cool & nice to lie on the couch in the afternoon
-I can sleep like a log for 8 - 10 hours
-The front room isn't as warm as I thought. It's just right and comfy.

Too bad, I didn't have much time to enjoy the space and tranquility of our home. I worked so hard everyday like a pre-programmed robot. Now, I feel more like a human being.

Now...and gradually,
I miss doing massages,
I miss the people I see regularly,
I miss telling Steve the funny things happened everyday...
but I will not go back to the sweatshop. I do not want to work at any sweatshop in the future.

Looking forward to going to a Reiki class in August.
Finding a way to erase all of the bad qualities of myself.
Learning to forgive and forget.
Life is so unpredictable and fragile.

Enjoy every moment we live.
Today is a present.